Honestly I dont even know why I tried to stand back up again…. I knew when I did I would just fall back down again, this time I’ll just stay down….
I FUCKING WANNA WAKE UP AND BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH! IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THE SAME SHIT DAY AFTER DAY!
I would give anything to be happy…..:/
I would give anything to wake up tomorrow morning and have a wonderful text from you…
I don’t know whats wrong with me tonight… Im excited, nervous and Im so happy… Maybe God will throw out a miracle… I’ve had so many bad things happen lately maybe God is smiling down on me saying its over be happy now! :3 I love you God youre absolutely amazing! (: